I turned 20 yesterday. A day that should have been happy. A day that should have been great. Instead, I am hurt, tired, and haven't spoken to Caleb in over twenty four hours. i don't know what to do about it. it hurts. he hurts me. i'm tired of being angry, though. i told him a few weeks ago that if things didn't change soon, i couldn't be in the relationship anymore. i feel like i am getting closer and closer to that point.
texting that stupid girl
being rude
not talking
not wanting to come to my house.
i don't like him.
