i hate it here. nothing has gone right with anything i have tried to do.
I really wanted one of my top two choices on the PR thing. I didn't really want any of the other ones. why couldn't i have gotten the lacrosse team? seriously, who else would have wanted that? but now i have something that i know nothing about and don't really care about.
i really really wanted to be in the band. i love to sing more than anything else in the world, its all i want to do! but no, i'm not good enough for their band. oh, but i am good enough for the stupid choir that i told them i didn't want to be in when i tried out on wednesday.
i have NO IDEA who this girl is. we basically have to spend a ton of time together for a long time and i didn't even know her name until she asked me to be her friend on facebook. it is ridiculous. i sent in FIVE options, each person someone i had met previously. it doesn't make any sense.
EVERYTHING is going against me. nothing is going right. i just wanted to get involved, meet people, sing, have fun. i wanted lynn or cristina to be my big sister, not some random girl that i've never met. it isn't fair. i'm a junior, i should be at the top of the list. i should get first choice, i'm older! i shouldn't be stuck with someone i've never met who is a year younger than i am. i wanted someone who was at LEAST my age.
i hate this. i hate it here. i miss caleb and i just want out of athens.
