so much STUFF!

i have so much stuff to do this week, it is crazy! i just want an easy week before my break but nooooooooo. so here is a list of stuff i have to do:

paper due today (check!)
2 meetings tonight
AWRA info due @ 8 (check!)
read Bible study chapter for tomorrow
possible meeting tomorrow @ 4:30
FDNS newspaper analysis due Wednesday
PRofessional Connection Wednesday from 1:30-like 8.
FDNS test Friday.
possible ADPR thing due on friday.

AND i have a massive paper due the tuesday after thanksgiving that i haven't started on yet.

sigh. so much work! so little time to sleep!

One is the Loneliest Number

I am so lonely. I just hate it here. I have no friends! All I do is go to school, go to meetings, and come back to this apartment where I sit alone again. It is awful. I see pictures of all these people doing things like going out to eat, going to concerts, going to the corn maze, sitting together at games, everything. I don't do anything. I just sit here and I hate it. I wish I was back home with Sara and Josh.

I voted today. It was a lot of fun....there wasn't a line! It was neat.....I went in and got my little card and stuck it in the slot and touched the screen to start voting- it was so neat. I loved it. And I got a sticker! two stickers actually.....the guy gave me one that said "future voter" and i was like huh? i am a current voter! so i asked him to give me the "i'm a georgia voter" one instead. and i got blisters because i had to walk from five points to the place where i voted and then all the way back to catch the bus. but it was cool- i voted for the first time!

i am very lonely here. mom and marie are coming up this weekend, so at least i will have someone for a couple days. but i am still really lonely. i miss caleb and my puppy. i just hate it here.

UGA Sucks.....a LOT.

i hate it here. nothing has gone right with anything i have tried to do.

I really wanted one of my top two choices on the PR thing. I didn't really want any of the other ones. why couldn't i have gotten the lacrosse team? seriously, who else would have wanted that? but now i have something that i know nothing about and don't really care about.

i really really wanted to be in the band. i love to sing more than anything else in the world, its all i want to do! but no, i'm not good enough for their band. oh, but i am good enough for the stupid choir that i told them i didn't want to be in when i tried out on wednesday.

i have NO IDEA who this girl is. we basically have to spend a ton of time together for a long time and i didn't even know her name until she asked me to be her friend on facebook. it is ridiculous. i sent in FIVE options, each person someone i had met previously. it doesn't make any sense.

EVERYTHING is going against me. nothing is going right. i just wanted to get involved, meet people, sing, have fun. i wanted lynn or cristina to be my big sister, not some random girl that i've never met. it isn't fair. i'm a junior, i should be at the top of the list. i should get first choice, i'm older! i shouldn't be stuck with someone i've never met who is a year younger than i am. i wanted someone who was at LEAST my age.

i hate this. i hate it here. i miss caleb and i just want out of athens.